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Aiden Lewis ([personal profile] mrpublicity) wrote2009-01-19 08:41 pm
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I hate when this shit is accurate...

You entered: Aiden James Lewis

There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 59
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Irish Male Fiery.
Gaelic Male Fiery.
Celtic Male Fire.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.


The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 11:39 am (UTC)(link)
Celtic Male Fire just sounds like a euphemism.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
For what? "Huge and Oblivious Dickhead?" Or maybe "Doctors Tongues Down My Boyfriend's Throat"?

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 11:44 am (UTC)(link)
Whoa, Aiden... shit. Riley never meant anything by it... it was just comfort gone a little too far.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, like the hug just slipped and he fell into Pat's mouth. Happens to me all the time.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
Aiden, please. Riley feels like total shit. You can't hate him anymore than he hates himself... I know it was a fucking stupid thing, but come on... Pat loves you. Only wants you.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
And I'm supposed to feel bright and cheery in happy fairy land? I mean what the fuck? I didn't even goddamn know your brother liked dick!

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I wouldn't go that far... He's always had a thing for hot dogs but it's been more of an occasional fancy.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, most of which was my boyfriend. And now they're kissing. Spectacular.

I didn't know any of this.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
They're not kissing. They kissed. Once in a very stupid moment.

I'm sure I told you Riley liked hot dogs. He's the whole reason I came up with the code.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That's nice. I didn't get the twin codecracker in my inbox. I missed the boyfriend sexual history one, too. Damn that spam filter.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You sure didn't miss out on the arse face codecracker. Anger's one thing, but that's just being mean. Riley doesn't want Pat, never really did. He loves Evie.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, Riley's the innocent in all this. Of course. I'm just the bastard. How dare this hurt.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)
No, that's not what I'm saying. He's not innocent, I know that. But it's not like he did it on purpose. Accidental kisses do happen.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
How would you feel if Evie stuck her tongue down Luke's throat?

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Pissed off, but there was no sticking of tongues down throats.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
It's the act, Tab. Not the logistics. Riley and Pat used to sleep together. They're close. Riley's bi. I only knew one of those three things and I drive all the way from New York to Princeton because I think Pat's hanging on a thread at landing in hospital again, and this gets laid on me. It fucking hurt.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Riley's never really hid that he's bi... It's just he settles with chicks more than guys. I'm sorry, Aiden. I didn't really think about you knowing my brother liked hot dogs sometimes. He's committed to Evie... he really wouldn't fuck with that, or what you and Pat have.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
It doesn't help that Riley was there for him when I wasn't. It should have been me.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Can I ask you something?

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Taking the kiss out of the equation, would you have really wanted Pat to have been alone? And... would you move to Princeton?

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but before you go further with that, I would have come as soon as he asked me to, no matter what time. I was out cold at 7.30 that night because I was up at 4, but I would have eventually heard the phone if it kept ringing.

And I don't know if he wants me to. I know he doesn't want to come to New York.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Lachlan was just worried about Pat... that's the only reason Riley was there in the first place.

And you won't know until you ask. He might also just need to know you're willing... Are you able?

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-19 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
That just makes me feel even worse. He looked like shit when I got there and all I did was explode and walk out. I was just so hurt. I don't even know the real reason it hurts anymore.

It would be a lot of commuting and my whole life is in New York, besides Pat. I mean, it would be an upheavel, but it's not impossible. Money's not really an issue. It might be a culture shock. But I'm healthy and Pat's not. At the end of the day, I just want to be with him. We've been together three months on the weekend. I thought it was all going so damn well. But then he's in such a distraught state he accidentally kisses someone else because I'm not there. What is wrong with this picture?

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-20 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
Because you weren't there?

What's wrong is that you're both trying to lead a life together when it's still separated. I mean, it's easy when you live in the same city as someone. You kind of wind up coordinating and everything works out. Well, most of the time. You and Pat though... so much has been thrown at you two. You haven't had any time to just get things figured out slowly.

[identity profile] mrpublicity.livejournal.com 2009-01-20 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
What am I supposed to do? I don't know anymore. I thought we had it all sorted. This is just a complication I could really have done without.

[identity profile] asinthecity.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Life's full of those. It's what makes life life. I really am sorry, Aiden. I know it wasn't fair. You need to talk to Pat.