From a few people [LOCKED FROM PAT]

[mrpublicity]

Write exactly what's on your mind, don't change it.

1. You and your ex = Are a non-entity

2. I am listening to = A conference call

3. Maybe I should = Move to Princeton

4. I love = Pat

5. My best friend(s) = Not answering and probably off getting laid or something

6. I don't understand = Why I got so hurt


7. I have lost my respect for = Being single

8. I last ate = ...um a cookie?

9. The meaning of my display name is = It's my work nickname



10. God = help me

11. Someday = I want to get married

12. I will always be = A workaholic

13. Love means = I'm still trying to work that out

14. I never ever want to lose = Harri

15. My LiveJournal is = Not very exciting

17. I get annoyed = When my boyfriend kisses his best friend

18. Parties = Are too sporadic of late

20. Simple kisses = I miss

21. Today I = Tried to bury myself in my work

22. I wish = I knew what to say to Pat so I could call him

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Now

01. Is your hair wet? No

02. Is your cell phone right by you? It always is

03. Do you miss someone? Hell yes

04. Are you wearing chapstick? No

05. Are you tired? 'Drained' is probably more accurate

06. Are you wearing pajamas? No

08. Are you mad? A little... more like disappointed

09. Are you upset? Yes

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Random

Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now?

Very much so

Do you have any siblings?

Yes, one older sister

Do you want children?

One day maybe

Do you smile often?

When I'm happy

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?

No

Do you like your handwriting?

I don't think there is anything particularly wrong with it

Are your toenails painted?

No

Are you a friendly person?

Yes

What color shirt are you wearing?

Red

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?

Watching TV and having a beer

Comments

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

You won't ever lose me.

And your boyfriend did what?

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

Oh, hi. You aren't dead.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

Not quite, although for a while there I was wishing I was.

Throwing myself into work didn't quite work out like I'd planned. It lost me you.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well, I guess shit happens. Maybe there is argument for Princeton. You and I live in the same City, barely blocks apart and we haven't seen each other in, what, over a week?

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

You're moving? Love, we've had times before where we haven't seen each other...

Is this because of Pat? You could have called. You can always call. You can even beat down my door.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

I might have to. And I know, but this time everything fucked up in the middle of it all.

I tried to call. You were always in meetings or unable to come to the phone.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

Remind me to fire my receptionist. She was told if you ever called to put you through. She never even took any fucking messages.

On the other hand she lets Marc in without an appointment.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

I told her not to. It wasn't really anything I wanted left on a Post-it.

Well, congratulations. I figured you might be with him.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

She could have at least told me you called. A name is all I need to know it's important, love. I'd drop everything for you, you know that.

Thank you. I feel as if I'm supposed to stick a flag in his arse after conquering that particular mountain. I feel exhausted.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well, I told her not to tell you that either. I just wanted to get you direct. Not getting phone calls is what started my whole ball of shit.

He'd probably like that.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

Do you want me to come over?

I want you to meet him. Properly.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

It's okay. I'm just trying to pretend I have no problems by pretending I am the world's most attentive publicist. It worked until my first client of the day was called 'Patrick'.

I dunno, Harri. I'm not the best liar. I'll want to smash his face in.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

Shit. Well, that really is a bit of a kick in the balls. So then let's just go out and get pissed, or something. See a movie?

You'll have to meet him eventually.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

I'm not really in the mood. My head's all over the place.

I'd rather just tell him he's a piece of shit. But don't take it personally, he'd be the second on the list after Riley.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

Aiden, let me help. Please. Tell me what happened.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

Riley is bisexual. Pat and Riley used to fuck. Riley kissed Pat and Pat kissed back. I was in New York.

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

Oh, love... Who do I need to kill? Riley? I'll rip his fucking head off.

[mrpublicity.livejournal.com]

No. And that's why it hurts so much. It happened because I wasn't there when I should have been. Pat needed me and he couldn't get hold of me. He and Riley just slipped because they're close and Pat needed comfort. I wish I knew about the history, but knowing wasn't going to take it away, was it?

[straight2point.livejournal.com]

No, it wasn't. Do you still want Pat? Do you still love him?